There are so many moments when I am holding Izzy and she is right there and I can't get enough of her. She fell asleep in my arms last night (of course for an hour I didn't move a muscle, complete with legs and arms falling asleep) and I didn't want her to wake up and have to go put her down cause I wanted to snuggle for another.....umpteen hours. Just so much love I feel like my heart is exploding, it's amazing.
I remember once again feeling the same way about Liam. I remember the nurse kept saying "I can come back, you can keep him as long as you want." That really wasn't true, cause I wanted to keep him forever, but I knew what she meant. I knew no matter what time she came back it would be too soon. We would NEVER want to say good-bye, so we finally just had to hand him over. I will never forget me handing him over to Brad (I couldn't get out of bed) and started to walk away and I motioned him to come over for one last kiss on his head as I whispered "I love you" Breaks my heart to this day like it was Sept. 9th 2014.
Moments like this I pick Izzy up and drop whatever I am doing and snuggle and kiss away, thankful for the baby that God has given me to love in this lifetime.
No comments:
Post a Comment