We are coming up on that time of year again that is very hard and sad for me. September and October are more difficult than most times of the year in regards to Liam's loss.
Of course I think about Liam everyday but around his birthday and infant loss awareness month it's like a old school sign that's constantly flashing right in my face.
This time of year the physical hurt is stronger for me, which I actually am ok with because the pain lets me know that Liam is still loved and missed and always will be. I am ok with hurting, for him.
Knowing that amongst the joy that Izzy brings to my life that I still feel pain for what I lost in Liam makes me feel good to know that we will keep his memory alive and that every moment of life will still be bitter-sweet.
The pain that I feel, the sadness lets me know that Liam's loss two years ago is still as real to me today as it was then. That time does not heal all wounds and that in time his memory will NOT fade as I know the pain does not.
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